I trusted him with all my heart. I loved him.
I gave him my body, gave him my soul, gave him all that I have. But he still went and betrayed me, cheated on me, lied on me, broke my heart. And took everything from me, my trust and everything.
Now I'm pained. I thought he was a friend.
But now I knew he's not an ally, but just an enemy that wanted to steal away my joy and my soul. I became depressed for months and years. I'm just recovering.
I've never experienced this kind of heartbeat before. I pray I heal fully. I've been laying curse on him, but I just have to let go because life does not end here. I just have to keep pushing, doing my best, doing what I know how to do best. And nothing more, nothing less. I wish him all the best. And I keep doing my best and trying to improve my life because God knows why this happens all the time.
