Girl..... Things are like..... just all mixed up. I had to stop putting pressure on myself. Ill be honest, not like posting is doing much lately anyways. People aren't upvoting, sharing etc.. they are busy, kids, worrying; in their own hells, so to speak. I was very Much feeling the same way. And still am. I'm trying but if I see that it's not worth it… my time will go to myself. Everything is just so mixed up all over the place right now. It causes feelings emotions plans to get mixed up as well.