I'm so over it. When this happens. I just have to not move for a week. Heal some. 2 weeks kids home from school, them fighting, all the moving living, it's just life. Normal life but it adds up. Especially after I pass out. I passed out twice last week. I'm not going to the hospital they're not gonna do anything more than they've done before, or that I'm doing now. At least here ice and heat, not pumped full of drugs and watched. What's the point. So definitely resting a couple days, but the rest of the week off my feet, no talking, just rest. I've got court February 4th for social security. If I get that, I get the "better government " insurance. The fact that there is 2 types tells you right there that this government isn't very fair. I wasn't ever going to get fixed faster heried and it was only until and still only until I get so security you get that better government insurance until I will be there . Until then stay busy when I feel good and rest when I don't and it's all I can do. Only if I'm dying will I ever go back to the hospital because it's clearly the only thing they're willing to do. Much luv everyone its just frustrating. Just feel like I'm not allowed to set up we're not allowed to live brush my teeth whatever. No one understands that my daughter, roommate wash my hair. People I mean let you and so much of their lives. But to be honest I'm pretty scared . So every once in a while like to share what's going on in between the shots; because it isnt always pretty.