My heart seems not to be mine anymore,i feel I can't breath anytime she's near
I don't understand this feeling,am all tense when I see her or get anywhere near her.But still am not sure about this.am I been indecisive?or am I too scared to share.
I don't understand how I feel,i have known her for just 3months,do you think 3months is enough to love?or is this just infatuation?
I don't think am ready for this,am not even sure she looks at me that way.i could decide to let it show and just let her know, but still am too weak to let anything grow.
I don't think am ready for this, what if I told her about how I feel and she turns me down,i can't survive that,it might lead to suicide.
i don't know how I feel but still I think this pain won't heal