My heart is failing
My survival is not assured
Maybe I am to weak for the world
Maybe life wasn't meant for me
At times I just wish I will close my eyes
For it to go away
I just wish to close my eyes
And my existence never existed
I just wish that it will all be gone
I want it to be all an illusion
I wonder why I ever existed
I am beginning to question my own existence
Will it just be a phase or my end?
I don't know