Hello beautiful 
I would say the fear of failing as a mother.
Right now,my kids are my greatest inspiration.
The fear of failing them as a mom has been my driving force.
It has inspired me to be the best version of myself.
I see myself adding more value to my life because of them,and my aim is for them to grew up and be proud of me as their mother.
I try as much as possible to be the best version of myself, physically, mentally, spiritually and financially.
Being their first and strong support system isn't easy,but this gives me the inspiration to do more,to be more and always thriving.
I work harder not just for myself but just to make my kids comfortable and fine.
Some days are tough and some days are not, some days i feel discouraged and drained .
sometimes i wake up and feel like staying back on bed and sometimes life sucks, discouragement, difficulties and frustrations sets in, and i often feel like giving up.
Also, i have been in situations feeling overwhelmed and discouraged, depletion of energy, no strength and no determination to go on but in the midst of all i still find my inspiration in my kids, their thoughts strengthens me and I tell myself,i need to be stronger for them.
When I look at the beautiful life i wish for them,i find courage to keep pushing .
I know am not yet at where i should be but i am better and my kids are doing fine.
Their achievements has always been my goal, therefore I'll keep working harder and harder.
