About Pain That Tortures

I want to forget you
I'm trying,..
Try my best and best I can

But how can I forget you
If you are always there in every breath of my breath
Everywhere I go
In every reverie
And also my dreams

I really want to get rid of you from my brain
But could it be, if my little heart is not friendly with my brain
My little heart wants you so much
Closed to you
And feel your hand caress

This little heart often brings about memories of you
Play back our times together
Laughing, joking, and caring for each other

What should I do ?
If my heart against my brain
My brain is always working hard

Take out your figure from my memory
Forget our sweet memories
And bring out the negatives of mu
Remember when you hurt me
When you make me angry
Also remind me of every tear drip that drips because of you

But somehow it was not enough for me to forget you
As if my heart is more powerful than my brain
And my brain has been defeated by my heart

How long will this happen?
Can my heart reconcile and succumb to my brain
Or willingly my heart to deceive himself to ally with my brain
Let my heart and my brain decide for themselves