Morning Everyone,
I’m really feeling sad this morning. Sad and upset. My dream last night was horrible. I finally managed to wake myself after suffering with sleep paralysis. I really hate that feeling where your mind is awake but your body is asleep. What’s more is when you cry out for help, no one can hear you, yet when I did manage to come round I let out a loud groan… to which no one came to check if I was all right.
This dream was really upsetting. Last night before bed I had a huge argument with my husband which led him to go to bed by himself without checking if I was alright or even telling me he loves me or checking I was ok. Needless to say I didn’t get hardly any sleep at all. 2 hours!! And I’m not even joking. My dream consisted of my husband and I having a full blown barney where he was mentally and physically abusive to me. (I’m actually trying to hold back tears as I write this). He pulled out a knife from the kitchen drawer and came after me with it. He was yelling at me and he looked like he was going to attack me with the knife. I was screaming as this felt like the end. He did manage to stab my arm with the knife. Surprisingly it didn’t hurt anywhere near what I was expecting. I saw the red stab wound and blood was dripping down my arm. The blood drips were not little ones. They were giant ones, almost as big as my hand. I don’t remember much more after that.
I know I did have another dream but I can’t remember too much about it. I know there was some horrible girl in the dream and either she was taking things from me or just being downright rude! I really can’t remember. I think I am traumatised by what happened last night.
It’s very unlike me not to remember my dreams. The one I did remember is going to stay with me for a while. It was so real. I wish I could say things are ok this morning after last night’s fury, but I can’t. I’m hurting so much and I don’t think I have anymore tears left in my body. Hopefully things will get better as the day goes on and I can enjoy a peaceful and better night’s sleep than the one I just had.
If you enjoyed this dream, why not read my diary.
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