Yeah i have tried more than 3 attempt to kill myself..😑😑
Yeah i have been cheated by own peoples.😑😑
Yeah i have been fucked many times by luck..
Yeah i have been roasted many times...
Yeah i have been ......😑😑
The most trageic moment in my life is when i am going to kill myself for the 3rd time...
I think and think for whom i have been going to kill myself????????😡😡😡
I just find out i have been cheated, fucked by luck, etc.. etc........
But really i feel ashamed for myself when i didn't get any genuine reason to kill myself..
So i think again and again and again and again.....
If i can show just 5% of guts to be alive i will conquer the world..
I will enjoy myself..
So i am returned back to my life with my full of encouragement, with full of joyment.
Yeah i have returned back to do something.. I have to do many thing for me, for my family and finally for my nation..
Yeah its so hard to get recovered for sometime.. but how much???? I think i am psychologically fit and fine..
Yeah suicide is not solution..
Its just an problem...
Now no can beat me, no can cheat me..
Feels happy..
Thanks god for giving me another chance to come on track....
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