ESP-ENG [ Sonreír y aparentar ] 😶🌫️ [ Smiling and pretending ]
No me siento muy animada el día de hoy, tengo muchos sentimientos encontrados y cuando esto me sucede es un descontrol total para mi. Mis emociones y pensamientos positivos no salen a la luz 😅 Últimamente he querido mantenerme ocupada para no pensar tanto, pero me hace mucho peso todo lo que he visto, sentido y callado este tiempo. Es muy fácil sonreír y aparentar estar bien, todos conocen tu version feliz, muy pocos conocen tu realidad, esa que no es muy buena consejera cuando te sientes solo, te crea un caos en ti y solo hay que esperar que se canse de hacer desastre 🥲 . Hoy extraño mucho a una persona, quisiera saber muchas cosas y eso me hizo despertar deprimida hoy, pero como dije anteriormente; sonreír y aparentar estar bien 👍
I'm not feeling very upbeat today, I have a lot of mixed feelings and when this happens to me it's a total out of control for me. My emotions and positive thoughts don't come to light 😅 Lately I have wanted to keep myself busy so I don't think so much, but everything I have seen, felt and kept quiet this time is weighing me down. It's very easy to smile and pretend to be well, everyone knows your happy version, very few know your reality, that one that is not a very good advisor when you feel alone, it creates chaos in you and you just have to wait for it to get tired of making a mess 🥲 . Today I miss a person a lot, I would like to know many things and that made me wake up depressed today, but as I said before; smile and pretend to be well 👍 .
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