āPleaseā¦please donāt kill me, please let me go, pleaseā¦no, no!!!ā. Cynthia screamed and jumped up from her bed. She checked the time, itās exactly 1:30am, this is the fifth time sheās having this dream since she got married to Jasper.
āWhy am I going through all these? God , when will you put an end to my pains, I donāt love my husband, but itās not my fault ā she murmured.
She can still remember their last fightā¦
āJasper, I need a child, your mother needs grandchildren too, she taunts me every day thinking Iām the problem, not knowing itās actually her āprecious sonā. Better give me babies or I will expose youā she made it sound like a warning, it scared Jasper.
āBabe, I am trying, you know Iā¦ā
āyou are not trying Jasperā she cuts him short, ā you are not doing anything, do you think itās the hard pounding thatāll get me pregnant? or your money and gift youāve showered me with?
See, I am tired of hearing the same thing, I want action, i want to feel the joy of motherhood, I want to carry my own baby, I want to be happy. But look at me, Iām stucked in a loveless marriage with a man who cannot produce a single sperm.
āI am sorry Jasper, if my words hurtā she hugged him tightly. āI am just tired of pretending to be happyā she said and sorrowful tears streamed down her face as she sobbed uncontrollably.
Jasper was helpless, he knows thereās nothing he can do about it, heās dried. But this woman here needs words of consolation, so he said āsweetheart, I am sorry youāre passing through all this, but itāll soon be over, Doctor said it all, we just need time. Iām taking my medication properly, I promise you that everything will be fine. Just be patient with me plsā.
She had looked at him and admired his gentleness.
This guy has it all, he is tall and magnificent,his appearance exuded confidence and authority. Even the tribal mark on his face could not conceal his prestige and splendor.
But thereās something in him that discomforts her.
It wasnāt her choice anyways, but her fatherās. Being a businessman just like Jasper, he needed to form a closer alliance with him āthat young man is extremely rich and famous, I am blessed to have what he likesā he had said. And so he married her off to a man they barely know.
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Her thoughts was distracted by her husbandās soft pecks āHoney, youāre awake, are you okay?ā He asked.
ā I had that dream againā she said looking terrified.
āIs it the same door dream? Babe, I have told you to stop thinking about it, itās just a dreamā. Jasper said feeling so nervous.
Why will she keep on dreaming about that door?ā He asked himself. He knew sheāll get hurt if she ever finds out anything about the door. So itās better she doesnāt get too curious about it. In things like this , itās very okay to know little. Obsessive curiosity is dangerous.
He can remember vividly the first day he met her, she was very beautiful, delicate and fragile, with a stunning countenance. He admired her exquisite and outstanding features, he had decided to make her his own .
Now his heart ache with pity for her, sheās too good to go through all these, he breathed a sigh of regrets.
āSweetheart, Itās okay, come to bedā he said and cuddled her back to sleep.
But who can sleep after a reoccurring nightmare. She looked at her sleeping husband and replayed the dreams in her mindā¦
In the dream, She was doing her normal house chores when she came across a red door, it was very attractive that she walked towards it, she placed her hand on the door knob and was immediately teleported to another world.
There she met men in red, these men always chased and killed her.
āThis is the fifth time Iām stabbed dead in the same dream and by the same man, o God! Please help me, I donāt want to dieā she muttered and climbed down from the bed.
She first went to the toilet and then proceeded downstairs to get a glass of water, on the staircase, she stopped by a black door, all the doorways in the mansion had black doors, so she had never payed attention to this āalways closedā door.
She scrutinized the door and noticed some light scratches, she peeled off the paint and receive the greatest shock of her life. Itās actually a red door!
But why is it coated with black paint?
After taking some seconds to decide wether to go in or not, she finally turned the doorknob and pushed open the doorā¦
She stepped inside and felt a cool breeze that sent a chill down her spine, the ghostly atmosphere gave her goosebumps.
This room was covered in darkness, with only a few flickering black candles casting eerie shadows across the wall which was painted with deep red colour, She could hear different sounds from different animals. She smelled doom from the burning incense and other mysterious fragrance that filled the room.
There was a long center table that had pots and calabash of different sizes, there were various magnificent and intricately carved objects, she walked towards one of the objects and peeped behind it and saw a drum filled to the brim with what looks like blood.
She was scared no doubt, but she knew this is the reason why her marriage is is fruitless so she decided to destroy the altar, she started from breaking the pots to pulling down linens, within few seconds, she was done.
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Jasper was interrogated by his master - the old leader of their secret cult. He was asked to kill his wife, but he politely refused āMaster, Iām sorry but I canāt do it anymore, I canāt kill Cynthia, Iām getting older without a child,sheās all I got.
āThen youāll lose your lifeā the old man said. He whirled around three times and push out a wildfire to burn him but Jasper was very much prepared for this, He had gone for repentance and reconciliation the moment he discovered what his wife did. So he uses the word of God as his weapon to fight. He was already tired of this society he joined out of frustration and poverty.
When the old man knew that heās going to lost his battle, he cursed him ā Ungrateful son, I took care of you and made sure you donāt lack anything, but you canāt even serve me without the things of the world. Instead you rebel and broke our covenant. I disown you today, I wonāt take back all that I have given you but Iāll leave with your legs, that is the priceā he laughed then summoned up his last energy and disappeared.
Three Years Later
āMummy, what happened to daddyās legs?ā Victor, their first born asked. He has grown into a handsome, outstanding and very inquisitive child.
āDaddy had and accidentā Cynthia answered him.
āWhy didnāt you take him to the hospital?, doctor wouldāve treated his legs wellā the little boy said pouting. He always look cuter this way.
āWill Daddyās leg be fine?āhe asked fidgeting with his motherās hair.
āNoā¦I mean yesā¦maybeā itās Jasperās fate and she wasnāt expecting that question.
āMummy?ā¦ā
āitās okay Victor, I have told you this many times, stop interrogating me about things you already knewā she said in frustration.
She later felt sympathy for the boy, he caressed his head and apologized āIām sorry, I didnāt mean to raise my voice on youā.
She understands him, he may be mocked by his peers in the future, but that does not matter, she loves Jasper - that man prefers to be crippled just to protect her. They all love each other now , much more than before, and that is what matters most.
She turned to her son
āVictorā
āYes mummyā
āYou have to love your Daddy the way he is, he is a good man. Daddy loves you so muchā she told him with a bright smile.
Jasper, who was listening to them from the sitting room beamed with joy, she loves them both so much and heās happy they love him too, leaving behind all that he has done in the past.