It's harsh out there... and it doesn't look like it will be better... But you are a smart girl, and I have no doubt you will get through this!
Let me give you a challenge... Make another reflection post sharing what your qualities are, what you like to do, and what you enjoy the most... Combine all that and see what happens... Maybe some interesting idea for a future job, or an idea for starting a business, or...?

You have all the ingredients for success; you just need to put all the pieces in the right place...

All the best! 💪