Bit of a useless weekend on my side. Mainly spent Saturday standing around and yapping then Sunday sitting around and napping.
It does irk me when I am not particularly focused on anything, and even if I am just clicking stuff and not being productive I do prefer that to be on my terms.
I guess it can sound odd but I do not like "not getting shit done" when around other people but I am perfectly fine with me when I am choosing to just sit and do nothing in particular.
There is something about the other persons involvement that can to an extent just piss me off if I think about it.
Obviously that is mainly in retrospect , but sometimes it can become quite the aggressive urge I need to counter.
I get that sure choosing to stay and not do anything in particular is a choice so fair enough, it does not remove the slight irritation that I can feel regardless.
This actually does not just stop with others, I have a perfectly good version of agitation just for myself. There really are few people that can irk me as much as I can irk myself, so it can be hard to have sympathy for others.