Hello all, it's 
What was I yesterday
What am I today
What will I be tomorrow
Questions I have no answer to
Friends and foes alike
Strive to be on a path
A path they can take tomorrow
But what path have I created for myself
I did things I hated
Abandoned things I loved
Still thought of doing things I despised
All along tormenting myself for my decisions
But no one is to blame
No matter how much I try to push it
I am now at he crossroads
On a fence I refuse to sit on
Yet I wish to stop living this nightmare
To carve a path for myself
To fight for my future
And not just live in my dreams
For life is not lived
If it spent all on imaginations
They are okay
But best when actualized
And so on beaded knees
I cry to you oh Lord
Show me the way to follow
The way to my dreams
Help me
To live life and not to live a life
To imprint my legacy before my demise
A legacy you have destined for me
Thanks for reading, Remain Blessed