thanks for your take! it's everything I'm doing right now, so that jives. i would like to keep smoke sometimes - ceremonially - and not factory tobacco but something real, self-made and infused with love and intention from my own garden.

i like smoking and have always liked it.

quitting smoking altogether is just the drastic measure now to get me off the industry tobacco. but i am really not sure i am a strict non smoker on principle. or maybe i just want to make it hard for myself ahahah.

it's been 36 hours or so and the cravings haven't been half as bad as i expected them to be yesterday, then delaying and gapping everything. worked beautifully as you say.

thanks for your support! it always means more coming from those who have walked it themselves! blessings