Broken Flowers series #4

I’m sorry for the nights I forget to
Call you and for the moments we could
Have shared. I’m sorry for letting you
Down and for way several years passed
Without the courage to let you go. I’m
Sorry for the courage to let you go. I’m
Sorry for the way I entered your life
And for the way I left without granting
You a goodbye. I’ve ever done and for not
Doing enough to make you stay. I’m
Sorry, and every night I die to rise and go
Through the same ordeal as the night
Before. Godamnit, now you have me here,
Between four walls wiping dry tears and
Exhausting my whatever light I have
Left in me. I need you or I think I do
But none of that is going to bring you
Back. I just want you to know that I’m
Sorry for whatever pain I might have
Left behind and I hope one day, you
Find it within you to forgive me for
Everything I caused.