skilful spontaneity

That is perfect. Being fully myself means being spontaneous in actions arising from instantaneous thought, trusting that those thoughts are true. One bit I took out of this essay (thank you for your comment on it, I try to post stuff that doesn't waste anyone's time, and to follow coherent arcs of thought) concerned doubt, that if I have any doubt, I don't act. Centeredness or whatever you call it is certainty, and from certainty comes efficiency and skill. One can dodge each moment skillfully with spontaneity if they are fully present as themselves.

lol something like that. It would take me a few more hours to expound on that, a whole other post.

I often feel like my thoughts have come from other entities; when I think "this plant needs to be pruned," was that my thought, or the plant's? Being fully present includes heightened awareness, connecting to your source of all things.

woo woo! You've gotten me riffing here, and I like it!