Girl, your freewrite poetry ROCKS.

and I get the idea that I do matter,

You matter a great deal to me. A great deal. I love you in fact, deeply.

I hear you ask for understanding, I hear your fear of offending. I don't understand why you need to do either. You are always clear with your being. I want to pop whoever made you feel that way a good one. I want them to fly out the door on a banana peel. I think you should stop paying any attention to people who make you feel that way. They are sadistic. There. I feel better having said all that. I hope you feel better too.

No darling, the photo was a freebie from pixabay. It took me a very long time to find one I liked, so long that I considered getting up and taking a photo of my own, very messy, desk. But I didn't. I am too lazy to take my own right now. There was a time I would be embarrassed to use stock photos. No more! It's the New Me! I feel insignificant too!