Imagine Belongs to me unless started otherwise
At first I thought it was all about how strong and courageous you are, I feel like it's only the weak hearted that falls prey to it. Little did I know it is not gender base and it doesn't matter if you are small or big, as long as you have a life to live, you can fall you on your knees.
Depression, depression is stronger than I have ever imagined, I never knew even the rich fall victim of it. I belittled its power until it almost drained me to the core. I literally felt unimportant and invaluable.
It all happened some years back in school, I had a lot of friends around me that are doing well financially and never lacked anything in school. Unlike in my case, I borrow almost everything to survive, not like I was proud of it but I just don't have any option than to borrow. I have heard different stories of how lovers break-up their relationship to the extend one partner becomes depressed and attempt to commit suicide. I have told myself that I haven't seen any reason why I should try to take my life by myself. I used to judge those that fall under depression and act crazy until it was my turn in school.
Along the line I got tired of borrowing and was looking for possible means to earn some little token that will be helping me pay off my bills but any day I try I get disappointed, it's either I lose the little I have while trying to end more or my energy turns out wasted after investing a lot of effort towards one particular thing. I was slowly losing it until my friends began to oppress me with their fraud money, they tried to make me their partner but I kept refusing and the more I stand by my words the more I get emotionally broken. I knew I was depressed already when I spent three good days in the room without going outside, I began to think of so many things, I was figuring out the reasons why life is unfair to some people and yet favorable to some persons.
The good thing was that I had never thought of committng suicide or even fall victim of scamming people because of the pressure from depression, I'm not judging those that couldn't defeat depression and have ended their lives because I was never in their shoes to tell how they felt. I am happy at last I was able to come out stronger out of depression. The solution was just at my doorstep and God helped me to grab it well. I worried about too many things and that is the origin of my problem. I was pursuing money and forgot the little assets I was having. I ended up losing you myself but since I learnt contentment and hard-work, things became better off for me.
My zeal to make legit money prompted my onboarder to advertise Hive Blockchain to me, I was passionate and ready to learn and earn. Everything became smooth for me as I began to sustain and take care of myself through the little earnings I was getting from Hive. That was how I conquered depression.. Depression is real but when you agree that your mindset is stronger than the test of time you are going through, later at the end you will find out you are victorious over depression.
Thank you for reading through my entry for Hive Learners weekly events for Week 107 edition one.
