... than insomnia. Maybe I'm a partially evil person and my conscience won't let me rest. Perhaps reliving my many mistakes or failures late at night/early in the morning plays a part. Could be a sugar imbalance of some kind. Either way...
I need to either catch the next train to booze-town (which is very rare for me) or be productive, so at least my sleeplessness is countered by useful activity.
Usually it's the Sun who hates me...
But this time it's the moon who's kicking my ask. Beat-bopping out sub-sonic waves of disturbance and perturbance.
Almost didn't post today.
Motivation is at a low. I'm mostly mad at myself for not selling the recent market bump and buying it on a low. Upvotes are great, but if I want to bring in the REAL money, I should be more trade-focused. This is really an understatement :(
I'm also a bit crestfallen over my involvement in criticizing them Tron-boyz. Sure, they're perpetually in the wrong, but I don't want to lower myself to their level while calling out their silliness.
I'm, at this point, all about a clean break with any dialogue, and whatever convo's (or argues) I've started, I'm making sure to get closure on. I'm trying to defuse some fights that I myself started, which is humbling and embarrassing. But I own up to my fudge ups - always and forever :)
New twitter avacon and background this weekend I think.
I apologize for being such a spaz!
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