Hello everyone
Welcome back to my blog
It's been awhile since I last made a post and I think there's not enough reasons to have abandoned my account the way I did. I have been trying my best to make sure I return back to how things were before, but I think the more I try, the more things becomes complicated for me and this is seriously pulling me back which I don't like and I hope to bounce back to the way I used to be.
Anyways, let me not bored you all with my story of not being able to meet up on line and go straight to today's business which is fear. Everyone here will testify to the fact that they fear one thing or the other, we all live in the world where we get to fear so many things depending on the kind of situation you find yourself.
I'm sure when we were little, we had nothing to be scared about, we lived freely without having to think of anything, even when our parents found it very difficult to feed, we never really see it as anything because we know that at the end, we'll still have food on the table.
If this question was asked few months back, maybe I would have said that I don't fear anything or probably I have come to accept things the way they are but today, I will boldly say that I have found myself in a situation where I was so scared, I almost lost hope and I was shaking like someone that got wet by the rain.
I found myself thinking of what would happen next or what would have happened if urgent attention wasn't given. I got a sad News few months back that my mom was involved in a car accident and she was rushed to the hospital. When I heard the news, I got frozen for awhile before I was able to get myself back. It was a very serious accident, she broke her arm and some injuries but thank God nothing more than that happened. Thinking of how the accident occurred made me give praises to God everyday because not all involved in such accident would have survived it.
She was hospitalized and this got me really scared, I prayed all day for God to keep her alive and strong, I don't think I have ever being in that kind of situation before, my mom is my hero, my back bone and everything and I thank God for keeping her save. In general, I'm scared of loosing my love ones, how will I cope if something like this happens.
I was able to pull through by prayers and God gave me the strength I needed. If not for God's mercy, I don't know what I would have been saying today or probably be doing now. Also when I heard her voice after some days, I was happy especially when we did video call, although I was still scared when I saw the bandages on her hands but her smile and God, made me believe that things will be fine again.