I clutched the sand in my hand tightly
but it slipped away
Whirling unstoppable, agitated with delays
Why do I feeble, when I slept all day..
I drowned myself with agony
Melancholic silhouette of the past keeps on taunting me
I tried to put everything in my cup, it should be smooth and plain
Aligned on its proper lane
I can’t fathom the beauty behind the anonymity
Devastated, I shut my eyes so I can find
I can’t perceive peaceful divine
Ignoring blind spots, deceived by my own pride
Overloaded, Yes I am!
I am overwhelmed with pressures, it crushed me down
I am such a fool trying to get ahead
When I didn’t look up, all is a mess
I sob and surrender, rests in His Arms
I am weak but He is strong
Every time, the road is going astray
I will kneel down and pray
Have you felt mentally drained?
I guess we all did. This is what happens to me, I tried to bring out my magic wand and take the exhaustion away but it doesn't make any difference. Sleep wont suffice. It was a stressful week, sometimes the optimistic core mind is not cooperating. Pressures at work, goals seems not getting fulfilled, I am running but missing the mark then I realized, I am keeping my score card. Beating my own game.
I forgot God is just waiting for me to reach out
My fellow Steemians
I hope you will find the sunshine today and leave the shadow of sorrow
If you carry a burden and did everything you can but getting nowhere
Leave it to God and find time to rest
There is a season for everything
A season to cry and to laugh
A season to feel hurt and loved
But we should always remember, this too shall pass..