Author’s view
Unrequited love? Huft, annoying !!
"Ren, Rena!" With the reflex movement of the girl named Rena turned toward the voice that called her name, and again the man, the man who had been filling his mind and heart for 1 month, the man he liked but could not express, Rizky.
"Rizky? What is wrong?" The man looked busy regulating his breathing heavily, because he had just run looking for Rena in all corners of the school.
"You're going home?" Rena just nodded in agreement, one look at the expression of confusion from her face. Rizky began to catch his breath and then pulled a faint smile. "Are you in a hurry to go home? The plan is the kids will gather at Beby's house, can you come along? " Now his expression expressed that he really wanted Rena to come with him.
"Well I will come" clearly radiated that the man was happy if Rena joined him.
Rena's view
Oh god why does it have to be like this? Why does my heart always get ragged when I have to deal with this man? I try to adjust the tone of my voice so that it doesn't sound that I feel something different from it, like a pull that forces me to feel something that is in my heart.
Now I'm behind him, riding his favorite motorbike to the house of our best friend Beby, yes we are. Me, Rizky, Beby, Rania, Alisia, Aldrian, Reza, Raisa, Kevin and Yoga.
We were silent on the motorbike, we didn't say a word. From now on I only watched Rizky from behind, harboring admiration for him, not daring to say any words. God, I love him, I want that man very much. It crossed my mind without realizing it, remembering his very charming smile, his friendliness, his good looks, his peculiar laughter that would never be forgotten by anyone, and his attention to me which made me fall even more in love with him.
"Rena, we're here," his voice interrupted my reverie about him, made me jump in surprise and a little awkward, then quickly I got off the motorcycle making me almost fell and sprained my ankle. "Rena, are you all right?" I shook my head while continuing to hold my sprained leg, grimacing in pain, then quickly he crouched down to see the state of my feet "You say it's okay? Sprained your ankle Rena "
"Never mind I'm okay, just a little sick"
"You must be lying, right?" I just shook my head, covering my pain so that he would not worry about me. "I know you are lying, you certainly don't want me to worry, never mind don't hesitate, I'm your best friend right?"
"But right" Rizky quickly pulled me in his arms to lead me into the house. Damn it Makiku in my heart cursed me so carelessly that it hurt my own feet, and cursed myself for not being able to regulate the roar of my heart.
"Rena, are you all right?" Raisa's voice welcomed Rizky and me when we just opened the door, I just shook my head, and sat in the chair next to Yoga with Rizky's help.
"He sprained his ankle. by, is there anyone who can cure Rena's leg? " Rizky said to Beby.
"Hmmm, my maid can," I immediately turned to Beby, no! I don't want to get a massage it must be very painful, no! Not!.
"Not! I don't want to get a massage that hurts, I don't want to! ” Like a little child I whimpered abysmally, then I clearly saw Rizky approaching me crouching and whispering something that made me a little calm.
"Hey! I'm here, I'll take care of you, don't worry, "he whispered to me.
"Can you be sure that I'll be fine?"
"Calm down, I'll be by your side, I'll hold your hand so that everything won't hurt"
"Really? Thank you ”he just nodded and pulled a small smile, making me a little calm.
Author’s view
"Aaaarrrgh" screamed a girl sounded very loud, so screaming ears.
"It's been a little long, it won't hurt too long" Yoga joined in screaming trying to beat the screams of Rena.
"Yes, it will also taste good, if the pain has disappeared," Aldry no less shouted.
"Well, miss, how's that? Try to move "Rena tried to move her sprained leg. His feet have just been massaged.
"It's not sick, thank you"
"Alright then I want to say goodbye to go back to work, excuse me"
"How? It doesn't hurt anymore? " Rizky asked who had been beside Rena, holding his hand tightly.
"It doesn't feel good" when Rena saw the scratch marks on Rizky's hand. "Rizky, your hand! I am really, really sorry"
"I'm okay, what's important to me is you get well soon"
"Is that true? Thank you ”the girl gave a small and sweet smile.
"Hey what's going on, why is it so noisy?" Kevin who had just come to buy food with Alisia immediately flung her body next to Raisa.
"Some just got their legs massaged because they sprained," said Reza, his eyes glancing at Rena.
"You are careless" Alisia menoyor Rena's head. While Rena just pursed her lips in annoyance.
Rena's view
"Does love really not have to have? Is it true that I'm the stupid one? Stupid because it only looks in one direction, in love that I can never reach.
This is so unfair! Why am I the only one fighting for this love? Why am I the only one who has to bear the pain when I have to see you making out with other women.
And why do you always pay more attention to me in the meantime which always makes me feel a sense that will never be reciprocated. "Now I have closed my diary book again. Writing is one way that I can shed all my heart's content, writing has become a part of my daily routine, by writing I always feel that all the burden in my heart has gone far lost in word for word. "
"Rena" I saw clearly that Rizky ran towards me excitedly, looking a big smile from his lips.
"Rizky, what's up?"
"I have good news!"
"Oh yeah what?"
"Last night I was officially dating Beby!" His manner of speech seemed energetic and radiated that he was very happy. While now my heart is broken into several parts, feeling that the wound is getting bigger, more painful and painful.
"Oh, yes? Congratulations "God, how about this? I can no longer stand my heart broken, I hate my life! "Mmm, Riz, sorry I have to go home, I ... I'm in a hurry, bye" I ran as fast as possible to stop the taxi and then left Rizky alone, who looked confused by my attitude.
"Kriiiing"
"Rania? What is wrong?"
"You already know that Beby and ..."
"I know"
"Good, then you will come tonight, right? They will hold a party at Beby's house "
"I do not know maybe not" yes maybe I do not have to come if I do not want to get hurt more.
"I have to take my mom to her best friend's party event, say hello to them, sorry I can't come"
"Too bad, alright I will say, bye"
"Bye, have fun with your party"
"Okeey honey"
Alright this is a good decision, I will continue to be in this room! I returned to take the diary, re-wrote all forms of my feelings.
"Now everything has been answered. Love does not have to have, love also can never be forced everything must flow as it is from the heart. Until whenever I will never be able to have his heart, and until whenever I will always be his best friend, there will never be someone special in his life.
It turns out that only I have to fight to maintain the love that I have, it turns out that only I have to feel this wound. Now I have to get used to seeing you with him all the time.
And now I have to start letting you go with him, because I know that this love is just a one-sided pseudo love "
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