4 am and I could hear my father coughing his throat out, My sister next to me, in bed, with an aching belly, Our dog next to her just vomitted something from its mouth, 4 am and I'm bending on my knee.

I got a hole in my heart Since you left I've fallin apart I lost my peace with myself but at least I try to stay strong I knew I never really belonged with any crowd I left god after your passing now I

Family are those you have your best times with Where you can cry and suffer but no one will judge Their ideas of you are unlikely to change Whether good or bad Oh please please stay in touch With them

To my mother, I hope you'll read this letter. Because you made our life much better. All the sacrifices you'd made, to give us a life much finer. I can't see myself with another mother. Because you are