I think there might be a part of the brain specifically responsible for the boundaries of items and their contextual placement ?? Like when you're a kid you can easily project onto toys and they kinda, make their selves apparent? Like you already have feelings based off the shapes and colors associated with the toy and your subconscious may put personality traits you associate with those things,,, it's related to the part that lets you zone out and see the horizon I know I've watched that shift as I grow and age .... But my seizures occasionally take the entire ability away? I watch my room spin and warp as my brain loses where the blanket is. I'm looking at it! I can describe to you the texture the color the patterns clearly, but I can't see it. The blanket wouldn't settle on a shape. Similar to a dissociative fit I had trying to imagine boxes and squares in my head as a kid. Three d planes just don't click in my head. You can tell me how many squares are to a chocolate bar. I could eat the chocolate bar my whole life. I can memorize components of the visuals I know how it all goes together,, but I can't see it or if I can imagine it and get it into a shape, it's never ending. Like a foot long chocolate bar. Anytime I focus on a corner it shifts. I hate this. I can't enjoy games the same or art the same. My vision is constantly warping and blurry. I tell the neurologist he says sounds interesting he's studied it but he can't do anything for it so tell the optometrist. Optometrist shrugs and says to take migraine meds. I had a lucky run in to a doctor in an ER once who told me he studied it pertaining to dissociative disorders but he wasn't in a position to talk about it and I wasn't. In a position to listen for long. This is all so confusing !!!!!!! I'm going to go research this now ....
Uhg but the stress has the visual overlay bs happening. I look at a light or anything my eyes focus on and when I look away it's still there. ' auras' or whatever.
