You are a big part of our community, whether we've made it obvious to you or not. I myself will miss the cool chillout tunes you do that are so uniquely your own ...

Getting off FB probably was a good first step, just don't 'Toss out the baby with the bathwater' ... I imagine Disord/MSPWaves/Choon and Steem have been a fairly decent 'family' for you. Maybe a bit of time away will help clear your thoughts... The new day job ought to help with the finance difficulties, all things shall pass ...