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This week has honestly been one of the toughest I’ve had in a while, and I won’t even lie about it. From the very beginning, everything just felt heavy. My mind has been all over the place, and no matter how hard I tried to put myself together, it felt like stress was always one step ahead of me. I kept telling myself to stay strong, to push through, to not let it get to me, but some days, it’s easier said than done.
I’ve been trying so hard to focus, to organize my thoughts, to balance everything at once, but the pressure has been overwhelming. It felt like I was constantly thinking, constantly worrying, constantly trying to figure things out. There was no pause. No moment where my mind could truly rest. Even when I sat quietly, my thoughts were loud. And as a woman, it’s even harder because you’re expected to keep it together, to show up, to smile, and to act like everything is fine, even when you’re barely holding on inside.
To make it worse, my body wasn’t even cooperating with me this week. I’ve been feeling sick, tired, and drained, yet I still had to show up for work. I still had to move around, still had to act functional. There’s something so frustrating about being unwell but not having the luxury to rest. Your body wants one thing, but life demands another. And somehow, you’re stuck in the middle, forcing yourself to keep going.
All through the week, I kept looking forward to Friday. In my head, Friday was supposed to be my small reward. I thought, “At least Friday will be better.” I expected the day to go smoothly, expected a little relief, expected to finally breathe. But Friday disappointed me in the most exhausting way possible.
The traffic alone was enough to stress me out. Long, stubborn traffic that drains your energy before your day even truly begins. Sitting there, feeling sick, tired, and already overwhelmed, watching time slip away, knowing I still had a hectic day ahead of me. By the time I got to work, I was already exhausted. And the day didn’t slow down for me at all. Work was hectic, my body felt weak, my head was pounding, and yet I still had to keep pushing through.
At some point, it just felt like too much. I was tired physically, mentally, and emotionally. I felt stretched thin. I kept asking myself how I was supposed to keep it together when everything felt like it was falling apart at once. I tried not to complain, tried not to cry, tried not to break down, but the truth is, this week really tested me.
Still, despite how stressful and overwhelming it has been, I made it through. Even on the days I felt like I wasn’t doing enough, I showed up. Even when my energy was low, I still tried. And I’m learning to give myself credit for that. Because sometimes, surviving the week is an achievement on its own.
Right now, all I can do is hope that next week will be better. I hope it’s calmer. I hope it’s lighter. I hope my body feels stronger and my mind feels clearer. I hope I don’t feel this constant pressure weighing on me. I’m choosing to believe that this week was just a rough patch and not a reflection of how things will always be.
As the weekend begins, I’m hoping for rest, peace, and a little healing. I want a fruitful weekend where I can slow down, breathe, and gather myself again. A weekend where I don’t have to rush or stress or overthink everything. Just a little softness, a little calm, and a reminder that I’m human too.
This week was hard, no doubt about it. But I’m still here. Still standing. And that alone gives me hope that better days are coming.
And that's a wrap on today's blog
See y'all on the next one. ❤️
