My boss are still fasting and so sad my madam is sick with her youngest daughter. I gave them first aid and massage them too.I am weak too this two of three days. I walked yesterday forcing myself to be able to send the money of my friend. Her loopson is sick and need immediate money. Yes, I did it.
My Reflection
I try to be strong and you know how strong I am. I'm only a human being being feeling too low recently, You only know the reason why feeling like this. Sometimes I ask you to take away my life. Its stupid prayer while other people want to live. I'm done my Lord God, Thy will be done. Bless my family and us. I keep on trusting your process. Thank you Lord for everything. I am so sorry for being weak but every weakness I felt I know it turned out into a blessings🙏🙏🙏🐦🐦🐦. As I 'd said before, loneliness is always a friend of me despite of my trust and believing your power. Forgive me to all my shortcoming. Lead me to the best My God before its too late. I love you God🙏🙏🙏
God knows there is someone who is the reason, a certain things but I couldn't elaborate. It will just cause injury to myself that will add maybe to insult me. So , I just want to talk to God and whisper my reflection to Him above.
Today, I tell myself, when will be the next? Can I do it again? When? Where? What? and Why? Many questions to myself that I can't answer right now. God knows my longing deep in my heart. I hope that God will provide it for us spiritually, emotionally, financially with balance. There's no one I can ask for more but Him above who knows everything in me. Thank you God for your favor today and tomorrow Amen!
Thank you #hive family!
That's all for now!