I understand what you say, but I have to ask you something. Did you do the things that are necessary to achieve and change those things you've mentioned? You can set your goals, but if you don't act in response to accomplish them, then you won't achieve anything.

Everything is up to you, you have to take action and then you'll see how you achieve every goal one by one. Keep yourself going, work hard and everything's gonna be alright.

Best wishes for you.

Go beyond! Plus Ultra!