The Guardian

Getting up and taking mask of a clown.
Professional for smiles.
Giving hugs and words of compassion.
Having an armour of middle-age warrior.
The guardian of the light.
Taking care to never turn off the light.
Warming cold hearts.
Bring the sparkles to the eyes.
Being light power switch.
Helping the others.
Giving them hope.
Professional for solving problems.
Lightining the extinguished fire.
From the ashes making flames.
From the cold water making boiling water.
The one who must do it.
The one who does the impossible.
Pulling myself out of everything,
When I'm drowning
When no one is there.
Have to be self-saver.
Knowing how to talk.
Words heal.
Touch returns life.
Can't be different.
But never been touched.
No one can with me the way I can with everyone.
I made my world.
I can't be weak or sick.
I can't cry.
I can't say - 'I can't handle it'
Life I live, I build for myself.
Against myself.