Yeah, I remember - I hope that you don't have those 12 hour shifts anymore and your new job is going well. You are right breast vs prostate - same difference. I have a friend from a long time ago who got prostate cancer, surgery and it didn't go so well but I am 100 % certain that there are many examples of more positive outcomes too. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared but we have to keep positive otherwise life will become - something else.