One has to cut corners somewhere.
On a platform like this the amount of publications can become overwhelming. At least, that's how I perceive it. No way on earth that I will be able to take it all in, at once. And then respond, wait for a reply and comment on that. Maybe I am overthinking things too much. Or I'm a bit slow and thick. It could be a combination of all of that. Is my brain not capable to go at high speed? To me the most difficult part is getting the associative chaos in my mind out in some understandable order. Especially in a way that you as a reader can grasp. Sometimes that just won't work and it seems a waste of time, effort and energy to even try.
Interacting on what I have read, how about that? All these replies pop up, it's a talent in and by itself. And the original publisher replying to them, seems like done in a jiffy. While I struggle to get the lines into paragraphs. And in the back of my head there's this critical filter activated almost constantly. It can only be silenced with some spirit enhanced water. Sometimes this filter just destroys the most creative direct thoughts that came up. What comes out finally is almost sterilized. It's where swear words become slightly altered, but you as a reader will still get what I mean. Still it can feel freaking frustrating. Because that shait sticks. (Did you get the actual swear words there?)
Anyway, there's this thing that I sometimes do when I have to take in a lot of information. Read the essence, then summarize it and somehow respond, reply, comment on or take an exam. That's how I prepared for all my School exams. Going through complete books the night before an exam, somehow it worked out. Never had a second thought about it back then. Recently it came to my mind in line with my activities on a couple of Blockchains. Because my Geek nature needs to stay entertaint. It's not you, it's me, I know. As I also have a strong tendency towards acting as an Einzelgänger (loner), I can really detach myself from things other homo-sapiens thrive on. Making interaction a real challenge. Heck I'm not even sure how I could even be active on something that is about interaction between individuals. (Which is the meaning of the word 'social', nothing empathic there implied.)
Well, as I'm of the biological male gender, that's comes with the package already built in. Yes, by definition I could be considered at least a little autistic. And I just became aware that I cannot seem to be able to just write that I'm a 'man'. Anyhow, if there's a lot of information to take in and analyse before being able to respond, I unintendedly developed this thing I recently named 'Essence Reading'. And maybe that's something which is a kind of autistic. Which is okay with me by the way, because it got me through a few school exams in the past. Downside is that there might be some essential issues that got skipped along the way.
'Too long to read', maybe this article is also like that to you and you're glad you got to here. Heavily summarizing and filtering out the essence. Or it could be that you're here just to listen to Rainbow and their live version of Stargazer? You know, from a time long and gone where music was made by talented drug enhanced artists who knew how to release the creative spirit in their art. And yes, when you're my age it's needed to act like that. As I'm this close (putting my index finger and thumb tops close together) to claiming that everything was better back in'm days.
Yes, I'm okay with you doing that Essence Reading too. Where you might have missed out on a key point though. On why I choose to share the Rainbow song with you, for example. Kidding, in the grand scheme of things what I publish here is just like a grain of sand on a long beach known as Africa. And like with the previous post I'm going share the payout with a few accounts that I have interacted with in the 8 years on this platform. Which I might repeat a couple of times more, who knows...
