Yesterday early morning, I had received a really bad news again 😌. My sister called at 1.30 am crying, saying that my cousin had passed away at Queen Elizabeth II. Such a shocking news at dawn time. We chit chat in Whatsapp family group to discuss what to do. All my siblings except me (as I need to take care my son) went to her house to help them to clean their house and prepare anything before the arrival of the body. I'm at home unable to sleep..keep on thinking my cousin. I can't believe that she is no more with us. But, I have slight relieved that she don't feel the pain already. Her burden has lessen now.
Last night I went to visit them and after prayer, I look at her.. her face looks so peaceful and calm. Like the pain she felt before this, has gone. She looks like she is sleeping now. She is so beautiful... Huuu...I feel relieved.
As we were chit chatting with my siblings and cousins, suddenly one of my sister said my cousin always joins us chit chatting when ever we have gathering. All of us sit silently. I close my eyes and I can see how usually she sits and talk to us. I feel that she is still around us.
We will continue praying for her for 7 days and again proceed to 40 days and 100 days. I hope she is in a better place now and her burden has lessenned.
