Damn. Those pictures are mind blowing. I've spent my free trial sessions with MidJourney, but your pictures and those of a friend of mine make me want to pay that subscription. At first, I was looking at AI art as something that doesn't make any sense, but seeing what it can do from only a few words, it's amazing.

I hope you get well, man. I've been in the military for several years, was about to go in a warzone as well, but started asking myself some hard questions, and figured it wouldn't do good for me as a human being to go there. I knew I wasn't going to be the same afterwards, so I eventually decided not to go, and quit the army. It was the hardest decision I've ever taken in my life, and the only one I regret today. Though even without any combat, after quitting, I've had sort of an identity crisis for about 2 years.

Can't imagine what you've been through and what you've seen over there, but I hope you get to terms with those memories and get well up in there. Wish you the best. Keep on creating, art seems to help with these things.