Definitely I will not left my mother or parents in a nursing home
Taking care of my parents when they are not capable of taking care of themselves was a privilege for me.
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My parents have taken care of me until I was able to stand on my own, they love me and I also love them so that I will take care of them personally.
I'm too scared to let other people take care of my parents in the near future, I was too scared that if I know they were not been taken care of I could never think of the things I might do.
I was too scared that they might feel they are alone, that they might feel they was not been loved by their child.
They are so important and precious to me that I want to personally take care of them when they was old. I want to personally feed them.
I want to personally take care of them.