im older now but the young rejected man stays within me
confidence for my self esteem is a struggle and does not come easy
oh in other things i have been successful here and there
but in finding my mutual true love it seems always null and bare
the most lonely times are in hospital and during a loved ones death
do i not deserve a women to console me with my crying breath
am i being punished for a past life wrong
the torture within my heart will that be my end times song
the feeling that tear within me
will i always feel this lonely