Hello everyone. This is my first time writing in this community. I am from Indonesia, fortunately this challenge is not limited to a country. This challenge, I am dedicating to my ex-girlfriend. This time, we are not talking to each other. In fact, we are closing access to each other.
I call her Sin. I like her name and it is beautiful. However, there are some things that I have not expressed to her. Thank you for making this prompt, so that I can express what I think and feel. How is the story?
Oh yes, I also invite my friends to join this challenge. Maybe 
Dear Sin
How are you? Actually, I miss you sometimes. But, it seems like the universe wants us to separate. I realize that our relationship should not have been established from the start. I realize that this relationship is something forbidden. You already have a partner and I am a little stupid to accept you.
Even an intense community seems unnecessary for me to do at the beginning of our meeting. This is not about regret. But, I need to learn to fortify myself so that I don't get heartbroken again. I also want to thank you for being there, making me aware that I can still live without you.
I also want to thank you very much for being there and giving me the experience of being loved sincerely. I believe that if you come, it is God's way for me to be better. You also know that you are the character I want. From the 100 lists that I have, almost 95 percent are in you.
We always meet at a cafe near my house. Until now, I am reluctant to go there. Memories of you are sometimes still there. It's been almost two years since we met. It's just that, occasionally I remember those memories.I've been to the cafe we used to go to, but it felt a little different. There's still a feeling of loss.
I don't regret getting to know you. It's just that, what I regret is the way we parted. Indeed, there is no good separation. All will give wounds. Including, we both close communication. I have changed my cellphone number. I also disappeared from social media.
Whatever happens, I still ask God that we don't meet again, whatever the conditions. Lastly, I hope you can live your life and always be healthy. This is my last letter.
About Author
My name is Nurdiani Latifah. I live in Jakarta – Indonesia, and after 25 years I live in Bandung. I am a media staff at an NGO in Indonesia. I have worked in this institution for almost 2 years on issues of women and peace. I have been a journalist in Bandung for 3 years.
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