I am a lazy girl I don’t believe at all. Then why everyone says you are a lazy girl yes I agree I wake up late and inattentive to study does not mean I am a lazy girl. The only problem I have is that sometimes I forget everything so when someone asks me to do something I don't remember it.
Once Oishee told me to go to the market. That's why I put the alarm on my phone but in the afternoon I slept so much I didn't feel like going to the market. Oishee told me a lot but I didn't feel bad. I know I do everything wrong so I never get upset but I don't want to do everything intentionally but I don't know why I still do everything wrong.
Even though I am late, I complete my assignment at night and then the group leader tells me - I have made a mistake in taking you to our group. I am very upset when I hear these words from them. I try my best but they always blame me.
So sometimes I think I will go and live in the forest. Today my mother was telling me why you are so lazy. I said what did I do. My mother said I sleep all day. I told my mother that if she slept all day, she would become lazy? Then what will you say to Fatema sis..? I think Fatema sis.. will be the lazy grandmother.
I was joking where I read that lazy people can do a lot of hard work easily but I can't do easy work then how can I do hard work? It has become my habit to do everything wrong. Last time for Eid, my mother and I went to the market to go shopping. We were coming home in a rickshaw. At that time, my mother was going to a shop to buy biscuits. Mom didn't buy biscuits now so I got off the rickshaw and went to the store then I saw the rickshaw puller leaving with all our shopping. Is it my fault that the rickshaw puller took away all our shopping ?
My mother is angry and says it is good that you will go to the market and do all the shopping alone. Anyway, later I got to break my mother's anger .
That day I went to the fruit shop again and left with more money to the shopkeeper. Later I came home and calculated that I had given more than 200 taka to the shopkeeper. But the shopkeeper was familiar to us so he came to our house and returned the money. How long will it go on like this Allah give me knowledge I want to do everything right and you will tell everyone not to scold me.
