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In my blog today I'll be responding to the topic for the Weekly Featured Contest;
Week 09:- Edition 02:-
"YOUR FIRST LOVE"
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Voilà! Another amazing topic that I enjoy talking about is here again.. Should I say discussing love is my hobby? 😂
Well, not bad at all if I say so because I love Love🥰
We do not easily forget our first love no matter how far we've moved ahead in the future without them because it's usually the first time we get to feel or express our emotions for another person. I usually shy away from discussing my first love story, not that it was that bad for me not to want to discuss it but because I feel it should be a private stuff, but who am I not to share my first love story for the purpose of this amazing contest.. For all I care, the private stuff can suffocate😅
My first love was in my 1st year during university days, it happened just before I did my matriculation to become a full fledge student.
Till date, I can't actually explain how my music director in my fellowship melted my tough heart for the very first time cus I was known as a "very tough girl" right from college days when it comes to love matters. I love music and also sing well too, I never had plans of joining my fellowship chorale so soon but my music director changed the whole game.
Stepping my foot into the fellowship that very day, a vibrant, tall, dark and neatly dressed young guy with a charming smile was conducting a song for the choristers, the way he smartly carried the whole chorale along while they were performing got my attention that I nearly missed the message in the song that was been rendered. I could tell I kept on nodding and smiling even when the music rendition was over because of how deeply i was engrossed in thoughts about the best way to get his attention😂
Finally, I decided to join the chorale no matter how soon it seemed.. That was the best way I could show my green lights and get his attention. And guess what? It worked😜
Just with one shot, my MD crush started crushing back oo! We became good friends and he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. At first, I played the "Give me some time" prank so it won't look like I was too desperate you know? hehehehe!
Well! I finally agreed to be his girlfriend and this was actually the first time my innocent lips were kissed, it was a nice feeling that can never be forgotten too😜
Preparations for matriculation felt very easy with him. He made sure everything I needed for my matriculation was available no matter how hard I tried not to bother him. Going further to organize a surprise matriculation after party for I and my friends made me feel very special and also made me fall in love the more.
Nothing fascinates me other than a caring, loving, organized and neat guy, my MD got all these qualities.. My 100 level first semester was fun and unforgettable with him but everything started crumbling when he went for his internship program in his 300 level, 2nd semester.. that was actually the level he was when I newly got admission into the university. He went for his internship in Enugu State, travelling from Enugu to Anambra State, Awka where our school is located wasn't such a big deal because the distance isn't that far. So I didn't really feel his absence that much for the few months he was away for his program because he always made out time to visit school during weekends just to spend some time with me. And he never missed buying amazing gifts for me too, the most surprising gift I got from him was an opsson android phone. I had a bad phone but kept on managing it till I could get money to buy a new one.. Never knew he had plans of buying me a new phone, I was so surprised and elated when he flashed a brand new android carton pack to my face. I looked forward to spending every weekend with him cus he made my weekends fun and interesting.
But along the line, things became different. He couldn't visit for a whole month and gave me the excuse of being very busy with some activities during the weekend. Well, I totally understood all that, gradually we entered into the second month still no visit from him. He also began to slack with the frequent calls and chats he was used to giving me. I sensed something was wrong and so started asking him questions as to why his attitude changed. Same excuse still! Finally, I decided to keep calm and face my studies.. Na book my papa and mama send me to go read for school.. no be so? 😅
We barely even chatted or spoke with each other on phone in a week and it was just that way till when he visited unannounced. The day he came to visit me in my lodge, he met me with a guy in my room.. the funny thing is, this guy didn't come to see me oo! He came for my roomie who wasn't yet back from lectures, so he had to wait for her to come back. Immediately I opened the door, there he was. I was surprised though but I managed to hide it and gave him a big hug and peck. He walked into the room and as soon as he saw the guy, I sensed he was angry. He almost wanted to leave my room immediately but I pleaded with him to wait a little so I could offer him something at least but he rejected my offer and left in anger. Later in the evening, I went to visit him in his lodge so I could explain things to him but he was nowhere to be found and I couldn't also reach him on the phone. I narrated the matter to my roommate and she tried helping me out to explain to my guy but it seemed he already had trust issues with me. He sounded it to my ears that I was a cheat and that he was fed up with me. Haaa! innocent me!
I tried so hard to prove my innocence but I guess my guy was already fed up just like he said. So my people, I finally decided to let go. It was a very tough decision to make because I loved him so much. My first love might not be my forever love right?
At a point he wanted us to be back together again, but I was already far gone and was doing just fine without him and so never even considered it. Having trust for your partner is very necessary and I consider as a top quality that must looked out for in a relationship, My first love lacked this and I was never willing to hurt myself again even when he badly wanted me back.