I thought quitting smoking, drinking and doing drugs would be hard but actually it hasn't been hard at all. We've been staying home holed up hiding and working though not going out to clubs and shows in order to avoid temptation and the possibility of relapsing. We're not going to go out until we're strong enough to do it without breaking down. So far so good and actually I've never looked or felt better, in fact I think I look and feel better than I did when I was twenty. I always knew smoking was bad and drugs were bad, I didn't know that actually alcohol's the worst of all. Take it from me, if you want to look and feel your best and notice an immediate and amazing improvement, quit drinking. I almost can't even believe it. Looking and feeling so great more than makes up for not being able to drink. Now I just gotta see if I can go out, dance, have energy and be fantastic company without drugs or drinking. One day at a time right you guys. Straight edge is awesome, just gotta figure out how to do it without being preachy or dull. What makes being bad enjoyable is danger and risk, the challenge is to somehow make being good fun.
