After a month and a half of trading, I got fed up with cartoon life and decided to increase the size of the position, it was necessary gradually to accustom the brain to great opportunities, every day to fight, to do something better and learn something from the market. I noticed that the first bet should always be made at half the usual size, because the brain has not yet turned on.
Sometimes there was a feeling that I'm braking, surprisingly in the black, because I did not trade as planned, but someone who is intensely waiting for a minus, he will get it. I was still changing terminals, played a free subscription to Bettrader, then Firebot, and finally a suspicious MTRO. Best of all, of course, Bettrader, even after the expiration of the trial period, he continued to work with a delay of 3 seconds, but as one comedian said: "This is not serious!" There was even the idea of
looking at one fast-updating terminal, and betting on Bettrader, a convenient infection. If quite honest, then these skips from one platform to another, cause only an acute desire to swear. Everything starts from the beginning, including the snagging of minuses. Immediately it is not clear what to put, how it calls, besides, a reflex to the previous platform was developed and it is possible to accidentally press not there contrary to common sense.
I did not like MTP, I did not even want to open it. The state was such that I played the balalaika for a very long time, and then picked up the Spanish guitar for a couple of days, felt all the splendor of this instrument, and now they tell me, let's take back the balalaika produced by the Balaban match factory. And yet, I was still not ready to give 300 bucks a year for a tool that is not clear what will bring me. Decided to suffer further. . Fuck him. .. But not for long, the change of software exhausted my nerves and I decided after the New Year, to play in Santa Claus and buy myself a paid subscription to a normal terminal for bidding, well, at that moment I fell asleep and woke up with a word discipline, as it was as it seemed to me the main obstacle to the transition to the plus.
