shower curtain's pulled halfway back now
and that blue and white checkerboard pattern's
still blue and white and checkerboarded
just like always
ceiling's still hanging up there up above you
right up there where you'd expect it
right up there with the ceiling fan
just like always
hey man
steady hands
steady hands
steady hands get the job done
walls are all still white
just like always
toilet paper's white just like always
those magazines in that basket on the floor there
they're still always there and never thrown away
like people six months ago matter anymore
nothing matters
they don't matter
you don't matter
i don't matter
you are nobody
i am nobody
steady hands
steady hands
skylight's still got a leak
that drips and drips right into the trash can there
just like always
just like it's always been
trash can's still blue
just like the rugs on the floor
just like half of the shower curtain
that's hanging there half open and lifeless
always halfway open just like always
and those tiles
those cute little white shower tiles
with those cute little blue flowers
to match everything else
that's cute and blue and white
and the soap on the side of the sink there
the white white sink with
the blue blue soap
that sits there just like it always does
and the big framed nature landscape
with the bluish background and
the word perseverance to inspire us
to always keep going
and going
and going
just like always
and the red
the steady red
the steady red red water
like a red i've never seen before
a red that's always hiding close inside
a red that's really close now
a red that's really here now
a red that's wide wide open
just like it always should have been
hey man
are you okay?
i'm okay
are you sure?
i'm okay
do you know what happened?
no
what day is it today?
i don't know
what's your name?
i don't know
who are you?
i don't know
just like always
i don't know
i'm nobody
just like always
nemo sum
nemo sum