Early I knew him during the school era first. My friend showed me a picture of who at that time was booming about korean artist. At that time I did not respond, and only see 1 time only.
Days change, until I graduate school, I only petrified parents at home for 1 year. At that time I was having a burglary in my own home. Both my lost hp taken. At that time my friend introduced someone who sell hp. I immediately contacted the person, it turns out he is the same person in the photo that was shown by my schoolmates. We meet, do hp and honestly I like him. I added the contact of her bmm, I save her hp number. But after that we never got in touch again.....
At one time, torrential rain, I changed my status in my bbm. And suddenly he commented on my status. That was the first time we reconnected. We often relate after the incident. Sms until late at night. Telephone while he is traveling. I look forward to him a lot.
After that I see profile picture bbmnya is a photo of a beautiful girl. I thought it was just a brother or sister. Turns out it's his girlfriend. Yes. I am sick. But I also realized, I must stay away from him.
After a while, he came looking for me again and said that he was willing to break up with his girlfriend. He assured me. I took it, so long I became the 3rd person in his life. I understand the position. I always support what he wants to do. I had a big fight with my family to defend it. I give everything to him. I spent all my money to help her, but until 3 years, I still remain with the position of the 3rd person. As I demand for her care, she is angry. When I want to let go, he does not want to.................
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I love him, I love him. When he made a mistake over and over again. I still forgive. Many times. Until now I am tired, want to end life, life is too torture me. But for the last time, I thought about my parents. I made too many mistakes to them. I have to pay it first. And I have to let him go first. Although I sacrificed too much.
Maybe he was sent to teach that life is not easy. I am the 3rd person who should not be in someone's life.