Hey guys,
Honestly this vlog was almost sent to the bin mostly because the expectations I had for this day didn’t come to be.
I haven’t been feeling the best about my content creation lately and I’ve gotten into this space where I find myself comparing myself to others. And I really don’t enjoy being in this headspace because I do understand that everyone is at a different place with their journeys and that I prefer to celebrate the achievement of others than be envious.
I’d say my biggest flaw when it comes to creating is that when I have self doubt, I stop all together. I know this isn’t of value because you can’t expect to grow and develop if you don’t even start! I’ve realised that it’s important for me to keep to practices that help build my self confidence back up. I knew when I first started making videos that it would be a new and challenging learning curb but I am not ready to give up at the first struggle. So here I am just doing it, riding the waves.
Shout out to the dude 
Now enjoy this unnecessary vlog mostly of my face.
Biggest love to you | neeQi 💦
