Sometimes the world alone, sounds like a sad song
Why's it gotta be, cause what I really need is a reset
And a deep breath, yeah
Once upon a time I made a wish, nay I begged God that I know Wat it feels like to love and then also know What heartbreak feels like, I flirted with that thought severally, even wrote a short song about it.
Alas I feel, I feel It, and I think I want it to stop, lately I'm afraid, afraid coz the one thought I once flirted with has a chance of being realised, ND I don't want it, hell I don't like da way it feels. A reoccurring sad song playing in my head, a song of my own creation, threatening to pull my heart out, I'm tempted to ask myself how I got here, or how to make it stop coz it seems like it will only get worse. U know wen dey say, dat u should always tell da person u care for ND love how u feel? They don't tell u dat there is a condition to it, the condition being dat da feeling should be mutual and equal, expectations should align else one becomes a fool for love, Getting there is pretty much easy u knw, da waking up and realising u re the fool is the tricky part, at first u re in denial, den it really dawns on u, den u truly realize that u av overplayed ur hand, all of a sudden u feel alone in love, desperation your new ally, Wat u do, say or even your inaction Now matters, coz indeed u lost da plot somewhere along da line ND maybe u will get it maybe u won't. Suddenly I find myself here, reflecting, wondering, What's Next. Buh one thing is sure FOOL OR NO FOOL I'm in love.
