Graphite pencil and watercolor are used in the work.
"Victory loves preparation." Why didn't I get into this expression earlier? Since childhood, I have had the belief that everything I come up with should be implemented immediately. And if it didn't work like that (99.5%), I was angry at the injustice of this world. And my next plan was to find a narrow loophole to quick results. Now I'm writing these images and it's funny for me to watch them from the side)). And then another thought follows: if it doesn't work out quickly, it's not mine. And my task becomes this: to find my own way, on which my ideas will be easily and quickly fulfilled. Then, a huge amount of time and effort passes, and I find nothing. I am angry at the universe again for the injustice of this world.
And instead of recognizing my image of achieving goals as erroneous, I go through the options again and again to implement this "crooked" idea. Behind any achievement there is a huge amount of work and a little luck. I still do not agree with this statement))) And lately, I've been looking at my achievement in drawing. A lot of effort and time has been invested there. It didn't happen like this: I woke up and started drawing in a better way. I try to convey this approach to myself in other areas of my life. Children, cooking, dancing, household chores, health..
I also have a stereotype: the cool ones do nothing and get everything, and the losers work hard and get nothing. This attitude is so deeply embedded in my worldview. Although I observe many people who have opened up in various spheres of life, and they show by their example how much they invest in their affairs. And I don't want to call them losers at all.
I will make efforts to defeat this stereotype.