I am experiencing almost a sense of panic. I am officially old and it's totally caught me off guard. My own mortality is within reach and it has me spooked.
Your old as you feel goes only so far. My only conclusion is to work through the issue of age "one step at a time". I never planned for this day it just arrived. I put this feeling on paper because I am probably not alone in the Twilight Zone of realizing that you are limited on time.
Life really could use a manual. One that goes beyond the Bible. A real operation manual for Humans. Including proper maintenance and the answers for questions we still have no answer for.Z
This post is short and I like it that way, I want to post this and I'm out of words. So I post this without art or flash just documenting a feeling never before experienced and it's hella deep 馃榾
