Good day my friends.
I have a scheduled mediation session for Tomorrow morning, with my Borderline Personality Disorder ex-wife, and I have to admit, I have a bit of anxiety over it.
I am prepared, though, and I am armed with knowledge of the law, and financial statements. I have studied more these past few weeks, than I ever have in my life. Studied provincial law, divorce law, and legal separation. So I think I'm in a good place for mediation.
But the anxiety is real, because of her mental disorder, she is extremely manipulative, and abusive. And being in the same room as her, well, it might be hard. So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, that I may come through this in a better place.
The thing about a covert narcissist, borderline personality disorder, individual, is that they're just so damned selfish. Self centered to the point that they will do and say anything to get their own way, and feed their own narcissistic needs. So I will likely be accused of horrific things to the mediator, but I trust that they have experienced many cases like this in the past.
So what is my plan? well, simple, I know what's right, I know what I need/want, and I will try to not stray from that. I want to clarify, for both of us, what are our responsibilities. And I need, and I mean NEED, this to come to an end, because I have to admit, to myself, that I have had had a nervous breakdown. But I'm going to come out stronger.
Thank you for letting me vent a little.
