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Hay cosas en la vida que simplemente no podemos cambiar y tenemos que aceptarlas como son, nunca nadie dijo que ser铆a f谩cil pero aqu铆 estamos, tratando de levantarnos todos los d铆as para ir al trabajo a pesar de toda la tristeza, ansiedad y problemas que tenemos encima, y m谩s cuando has tenido una ruptura, sientes como si el mundo se te viniera encima, como si ya no pudieras m谩s, cada d铆a es un nuevo reto al levantarse de la cama, luchando contra los demonios internos que llevamos.
No les ha pasado que siente que conocieron a su alma gemela? pero por cosas de la vida no pueden estar juntos por m谩s que lo deseen? todos hemos conocido a esa persona que nos marc贸 para toda la vida, que nunca vamos a olvidar porque siempre est谩 presente en nuestra memoria. Que iron铆a de la vida es que te amen y no amar, o amar y no ser amado, o amarse pero no poder estar juntos, no se que es peor de las 3 realmente, pero yo en lo personal siento que es peor amarse y no poder estar juntos, porque sientes que lo tuviste todo, seguridad, paz, amor, respeto, era tu relaci贸n ideal pero por cuestiones de la vida misma hizo que los caminos que algunas vez se cruzaron volvieran a separarse
Vivir en Venezuela es tipo, ver como las personas que amas se van para poder cumplir sus metas u objetivos mientras tu tambi茅n lo intentas por tu lado, y en eso los caminos se separan, no por completo pero ya no vuelve a ser lo mismo.
Ver como la persona que yo amaba se fue de mi vida por el hecho de que no pod铆a estudiar ya que en ning煤n trabajo le quer铆an pagar bien y no le daba la base para pagar la universidad me lleno de impotencia, 茅l no quer铆a irse, pero a veces tenemos que hacer sacrificios, el siempre me demostr贸 que yo era su prioridad, pero tanto como yo lo era, el tambi茅n era su prioridad y era primero que todo, eso siempre me gust贸 de 茅l, as铆 que la mejor opci贸n que encontramos fue que el se fuera a vivir a otro estado para estudiar en una universidad p煤blica, el se ir铆a a vivir con la t铆a, cuestion de que no volver铆a ya que son 4 a帽os que el estar铆a por all谩, y yo tambi茅n necesito estudiar pero la oportunidad me salio fue aqu铆.
Nosotros hablamos sobre que iba a ser de la relaci贸n, porque las relaciones a distancia nunca funcionan, y son muy pocos los casos que se pueden ver de relaciones que realmente han funcionado, y a pesar de que intente de todo (hasta el punto de tratar de irme a estudiar y vivir con el all谩) llegamos a la conclusi贸n de que lo mejor que pod铆amos hacer para no lastimarnos era separarnos, y cada quien ir haciendo su vida (ya que el tiempo que 铆bamos a tener el uno para el otro iba a ser muy poco, porque estudiando y trabajando al mismo tiempo era fuerte y no nos pod铆amos dar la atenci贸n suficiente que requer铆a la relaci贸n). Fue una decisi贸n fuerte que tanto el como yo no quer铆amos aceptar, pero era necesario soltar, hoy fue el 煤ltimo d铆a que hablamos, donde ya puedo decir que realmente he terminado con la persona que m谩s he amado en esta vida, y aunque a煤n no lo quiero aceptar me tocara aprender hacerlo, porque al final nadie nunca dijo que esto ser铆a f谩cil, y Dios sabe porque hace las cosas, todo es por nuestro bien, espero en esta vida o en otra volvamos a cruzar los caminos que algunas vez fueron separados para volver a retomar todo desde donde lo dejamos, y por eso nos despedimos con un hasta luego, porque sabemos que volveremos a encontrarnos. 馃
There are things in life that we simply cannot change and we have to accept them as they are, no one ever said it would be easy but here we are, trying to get up every day to go to work despite all the sadness, anxiety and problems we have on top of us, and more when you have had a breakup, you feel as if the world is coming down on you, as if you can't anymore, every day is a new challenge to get out of bed, fighting against the inner demons we carry.
Hasn't it ever happened to you that you feel you met your soul mate? but because of life you can't be together no matter how much you want to? we have all met that person that marked us for life, that we will never forget because he or she is always present in our memory. What an irony of life is to be loved and not to love, or to love and not to be loved, or to love but not to be able to be together, I don't know which is worse of the 3 really, but I personally feel that it is worse to love and not to be together, because you feel that you had everything, security, peace, love, respect, it was your ideal relationship but due to life itself made the paths that once crossed to separate again.
Living in Venezuela is like that, to see how the people you love leave in order to achieve their goals or objectives while you also try to do it on your side, and in that the paths separate, not completely but no longer do the same.
Seeing how the person I loved left my life because he couldn't study because no job wanted to pay him well and didn't give him the base to pay for college filled me with impotence, he didn't want to leave, but sometimes we have to make sacrifices, he always showed me that I was his priority, but as much as I was his priority, he was also his priority and it was first of all, I always liked that about him, so the best option we found was for him to go live in another state to study in a public university, he would go to live with a public university, He always showed me that I was his priority, but as much as I was, he was also his priority and it came first, I always liked that about him, so the best option we found was for him to go live in another state to study in a public university, he would go to live with his aunt, there was a question that he would not come back since he would be there for 4 years, and I also need to study but the opportunity I got was here.
We talked about what to do with the relationship, because long distance relationships never work, and there are very few cases that can be seen of relationships that have really worked, and although I tried everything (to the point of trying to go to study and live with him there) we came to the conclusion that the best thing we could do to avoid hurting each other was to separate, and each one of us should go on with our lives (since the time we were going to have for each other was going to be very little, because studying and working at the same time was very hard and we couldn't give each other enough attention that the relationship required). It was a strong decision that both he and I did not want to accept, but it was necessary to let go, today was the last day we talked, where I can already say that I have really finished with the person I have loved the most in this life, and although I still do not want to accept it I will have to learn to do it, because in the end no one ever said that this would be easy, and God knows why he does things, everything is for our good, I hope in this life or in another we cross again the paths that were once separated to pick up where we left off, and that's why we say goodbye with a see you later, because we know we will meet again. 馃
FUENTE