See what he did there? Here's how to 'try' (this shit doesn't work on me anymore) to provoke a human being into defending themselves against a pretty fucked-up and clearly ridiculous claim. It's so ridic that I'm supposed to have some disproportionate reaction to it and back up that we share 'a God.' And...to be honest, the way that you treat people...I don't know that we do have the same God.

And I agree! Same rerun, right??

Ok, so what I was thinking is that I'm allowed to exercise my autonomy and blogging skills on Blurt and that you could just mind your own business, not freak out and revert to the old standby, instant throbbing need to assess and control a situation that's CLEARLY out of your hands.

What are you even upset about exactly? That I came so hard and so much for Steve when you thought I was your wife or something? It's not like I screamed his name or anything. Not out loud, anyways. The man pervaded my whole existence, it was amazing how quickly it happened, honestly. I was NOT expecting that. All I did was watch a fuckin' video and got curious about who the short Portuguese guy with the amazing pipes and sexy black hair was and suddenly I was thinking about him in the shower every morning, I couldn't BELIEVE the similarities, that was VERY attractive to me on top of what's clearly liquid sex on the surface, CARNALLY...if you will. And you will.

Are you jealous of that? You hadn't made a single attempt to touch my body since April 6, before our first Waco trip with Matt. I withdrew sex a LONG fuckin' time ago lol. Right around when you started questioning sex on my period. You were only pretending you liked me about 2x a month at that point so...what would I be down to with that stipulation, 0?

So don't sweat it. I had already moved on by then, it wasn't a matter of cheating.

Is that what it was that made you so mad? Just Steve? It's a harmless massive crush, nothing more.